Saturday, February 13, 2010

I can't show you, I can't tell you..
Because if i do, i can't help you..
Hes all over your eyes
yet i'm at the back, ready for you..
I don't wanna encourage you..
Because if i do, you'll go further..
Hes all you'll ever want
yet i'm willing to be all you'll ever need..
But i did in the end
with spears in my chest
I cannot comprehend why i did that
even though i said, its not possible to be happy just to see her happy
but for some odd reason, i tried that
maybe that explains why i'm so agonized
maybe thats why, i'm no longer needed
maybe thats how, i'll be gone from your life..
I can't be sure for now, but i really think i like you...
I'm really trying to forget the past, maybe it isn't so much about mine..
Maybe its yours that the cards were saying..
Perhaps its me standing at your end of the road..
I like you, I really don't want to see you through the future hims... I want to be your only Him



K wilted at 2:48 AM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA