Friday, January 29, 2010
The Tarot Cards Told Me

it said that i'm haunted by my past, the tendency of me moving on is to my choice, but i'm regularly clinged on by the past thus a postive outcome and outlook is needed for me, but the outcome is that i'll be withdrawn from the world..

It made me wonder would anyone still be there or it'll be a recurling dream from secondary 3..

There no need to see it in any other way
other than the way it has always been seen

And i couldn't tell what happened as you drift away, or was i just virtually incapable?

I don't know how do i make it go away, I don't know how to make it come either


you can't get rid of it
regardless how nonexistent it can be gone from your life
It hides in your shadow,
when the light shines, it appears
then the memory throbs as you see things you are reminded of it
then from then on you deny the light
bury yourself in the darkness
before you know it, you get too comfortable in the darkness
you can't leave it anymore
when you thought that its ok as shadows can't reach you
you realize its all around you the moment you got too cozy
then the energy consumed slowly till you wear down
and you finally break down



K wilted at 11:31 PM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA