Thursday, December 17, 2009
Perhaps i shouldn't from the start
Perhaps it was a mistake to begin
Perhaps i had taken my own life
Perhaps it never had been mine
Perhaps i tried to run away
Perhaps it never supposed to be here
Perhaps i should have thought
Perhaps it never needed any
Perhaps i flawed and failed
Perhaps it was meant to be
Perhaps i never needed to choose
Perhaps it knew me all along
Perhaps i hadn't had to fight
Perhaps it couldn't be mine anyway
Perhaps i should just die off
Perhaps i shouldn't care
Perhaps i should let go
Perhaps i should leave

just go curl up somewhere kenny, you're not the hero in any fairytale. Theres no space for your rationality, no place for your indecisiveness, no area for your cautiousness, no way for your cowardice.



K wilted at 2:36 AM

+++++


Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA