Monday, December 21, 2009
always in the sidelines...while the rest gets the spotlight.. they go and come back with those momentary frowns telling us how hard is it out there, then they go back where they came from.. No I've tried so hard to stay here, warming the bench. You who don't try as hard frays away, narcissism takes over.


i don't know what of you that made me stare
i don't know what of you that made me flutter
i don't know what of you that made me want to be the best
i don't know what of you that made me want to be your best
i don't know what of you that made me ache
i don't know what of you that made me long
i don't know what but it took me over and converted me
but you could say the same thing to the other him

i might not be the best offer
i might not be your good offer
but i hope i'm still an offer to you

You might never know this because i'm too afraid
i'm fearful that you would just disappear
its really a good thing that i'm good at holding back

its the "i like you but i can't like you" story once again
goodbye loser, hello loserX2



K wilted at 1:25 AM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA