Friday, March 27, 2009
Went to NP yesterday to install some programmes needed for my course, yet my 2 year old laptop has much of its own problems to solve mine, its lagginess and unability to install troubled the helpers there pretty much, thus didn't get much done there, have to go back again, slinging on the heavy load once again..


No, i can't say i have the confidence in making it return back the way it supposed to be.
No, i can't say that we'll be like today again.
No, i can't say you'll be the same like how you always are.
No, i can't say how you'll still treat me the same as ever.
No, i can't say you'll stay as how you are,
No, i can't say you'll remember me.
No, i can't say my words still will have strength
No, i can't promise you i'll be as great as you feel now.

I don't know about the future, I don't know how i'll try, but I know that this pillar will still stand strong, i promise, i would try...



Everything i did, seemed to be worth so much, it didn't seemed to matter what i did, it just feels so worthy.. that suprised reaction, that shy looking smile, that geefulness... the things i went through in the years and the worries about the future were gone in that few minutes, those minutes were what really counted, the present was all that mattered then..

a few minutes of present to wash away the past and the future



K wilted at 1:45 PM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA