Sunday, January 04, 2009
time really flashes my, its already the 4th day going to be the 5th day of the new year...these days have been going out biking with my cousin and my brother(they just bought new bikes each and loaned a bike), i'm really new at this, just learned it not too long ago thus still clumsy on the road and still unable to comprehend steep steep upslopes, now the body is aching up.. but hopefully practice does make it better.. since practice don't make perfect since no one is perfect rights?


Well the feeling of going to work still HORRIBLE but its ok as soon as i settle in, maybe because of the busyness of the business that kind of numbs everything else.. i know its fast after 1 week but i'm already thinking of quitting of course after some personal urges... well i can't see myself 1 week down the road but up till then, going to give it my best i hope


Results are coming in about a week or so, its nerve wrecking and unwanted...it just keeps hanging on my insanity, considering what harm can it do to me.. i mean why does my life have to be deciding by one piece of stupid certificate??? Even though we might not know how to study but we sure can do so many things, even though we fail exams, we are still very capable enough for other things like jobs.. so why is this paper expensive??


And Lastly my New Year Resolutions...

- undecided...we'll see in a few days =)



K wilted at 11:53 PM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA