Monday, August 18, 2008
Why does things seeem to be different?? you have your problems, i have mine.. yet never once i've thought of using you, neither anyone in this world..

yet maybe everyone is making use of everybody else for, we need these people to live, to brighten our day..

However, there is no intention in doing so, i know you have things currently bugging you but why wouldn't you share?

why your finger is pointed towards me?? why is my concern treated as an accusion of my own enjoyment, my own way to kill boredom??

i'm trying to get to you, you're trying to build a wall before i reach

i'm trying to carry one more of your burden, yet you rather push me away

i'm trying to make you understand but your mind isn't open

i guess sometimes trying just isn't enough

its just another excuse to say i've tried

i'm becoming more tired of trying, i'm always trying, yet it never seems to have any success, i always fail without questions..my existence for existing in your life is not for you to push away, i know..


the reason of my existence for existing in everyones life is different..
but theres one common point

To be strong for you, to be your strength.



K wilted at 11:06 PM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA