Friday, July 04, 2008
Never understood, why is that if you're not going, why does it affect me so much, futhermore it wasn't the first time..

Spent the day trying to sleep in school, trying to escape in my dreams, but unlike other days, i couldn't even sleep a wink, not even for a second after tossing around my head so much..

To: Dream

Why is it that you take me whenever i never wanted and only bring me when i resist, does watching me struggle feeds you enjoyment?? You never failed to show me what i didn't want to believe nor see, please stop this charade, let me live on, bring back my smile in my dream..

with simply disregard
Zynnek

Though the feeling remained ensnared inside my chest, waiting to burst out as soon as possible, suffocating its hard to breathe, my false smile that never failed to succeed, today it firstly failed to decieve..But those we noticed were many, those who didn't made a sound was plenty, and my thanks to those who asked and cared or even tried to remove me from that resonating thought..From my deepest heart, i thank you for you had cared.

PS. Drama Go Go Go!!! Only the best for ignite!!!!!



K wilted at 7:14 PM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA