Thursday, August 16, 2007
Sorry was busy thiese weeks quite busy so no update..life been alittle crazy these days grandmother gone alittle cranky..don't eat her medication keep saying wanna die even throw medicine that cost 10 dollars a pill outta the window...when i'm sleeping then at 5+ she juz comes in and sleeps beside me..irritating..throws everything here n there...uncle gone back to NY,bro's back in singapore,mum's in melbourne dad's going there this sat..wonder how we're gonna live while trying to take care of the cranky gramp...HELP?

somewhat hetic these days very tired very tired and restless..remancing about past stuff..live,songs and such...
the friends side abit still neglected,sometimes i wish people could juz tell me about what is wrong with me that is pissing them off so much..that i'm being picked on??
Sometimes it feels juz like being used



K wilted at 12:22 AM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA