Saturday, January 06, 2007
Goddammit i just don't understand so what if she is my gramp? i can't really take it anymore..almost 10 years living with her has been hell..she just have to trouble ppl till the very end 99% of what she do is for she and herself i don't god dam care if she is old or what she is just outrageous she can wake up at 2 or 4 am cos she sleep so much in the day and just for her god dam pleasure she can wake my parents up just to see a friggin doctor complanin she don't feel well when u ask her where she not feeling well she can't tell you and when they are leaving i see the stupid smile on her face it proves it she just don't give a dam of other ppl feeling but her own.she cut my hair when i was slpin today i woke up in time but my hair has been cut my fringe.then when i done cooking my mee she turned the stove on again the next thing i know it was burnt i had to god dammit eat it cos i can't waste the food and when she cooks its either too oily which can flood the whole thing or too salty that you havce to eat 2 spoonful of rice on just a tiny bit of the saltish crap...i don't know why does such ppl supposingly close to us is doing all this shit..call me petty but i seriously can't take it all my family has become short tempered thanks to her..i'll die of blood vessel breaking someday



K wilted at 5:40 PM

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Withered
Slowly it turns so dull
beautiful in other ways
unvibrant and of significance
a mark of endings
a point of no return,

Facing the pressuring wind
bring tears within a blink
as tormenting as it can be
the petals and leave shall free.

The abnormalties to live
without those whom you watch leave
the losing strength
and the fading friends
so unreal, so afraid
no more will to create
wither and disintegrate to wait

the clocks spins around
unforgivingly seeping energy
weak and feeble came and found
to the last few attempts to jest
smiling when leaves hadn't left
cold and bitter wind mocking
snaps to the present of withering
yellows away in sorrow
knowing theres no more tomorrow...
For it'll wither and withered

Escapes
-Jackie
-JJ
-LiMin
-Kimberly
-Carol
-Shirly
-XinYi
-SuEn
-Izzuddin
-Sarah
-Shareena
-Sibani
-Act 3
-PCSS DRAMA